We don't look as thin or as young and our walls aren't green anymore (I miss those) but my belly is about the same size. (I know I'm not as thin because I can't fit into that maternity shirt nor many others that I wore in previous pregnancies. Sad...that was my favorite maternity shirt!)
We're due August 3rd with a little boy. Jack is thrilled about having a roommate. He's a tad confused about when the baby will get here. He actually thought he was coming last week when I went to the doctor and he even got out a baby toy for me to take with me. Emma Grace seems genuinely excited and has been doing lots of practicing, caring for her babies. I have no doubt she will be a great helper. I'm pretty much over the sickness but I'm still going to bed as early as 7:30 some nights from sheer exhaustion.
The more my belly grows and the reality of adding another child to our family sets in, the more I am amazed at God's creative work. I look at Emma Grace and Jack and think about how unique and wonderful each of them is and I get excited wondering who God has made this new little one to be. God's creation is marvelous really.
Being a mom is one of the hardest jobs on the planet, I am convinced. So anticipating this third child feels very different than the first. I am much more aware of how hard it is to daily lay down my life for the needs of others. And I am aware and thankful for the ways my children continually push me to dependence on Christ-for strength, for forgiveness, for wisdom, for patience, for all the bazillion things that motherhood requires and that I lack in myself. This new child, like my others will bring me much joy, I am sure. And like my others, he will push me to deeper levels of seeing my own weakness and seeing the sufficiency of my Savior. Oh sweet child of mine, I can't wait to meet you!!!